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"Don't the best of them bleed it out, while the rest of them peter out? Truth or consequence, say it aloud - use that evidence, race it around." ... Been a while - been forever - ; Still here, still alive, still kicking. Better, faster, stronger - and lighter than ever. (I no longer hug the darkness.)

... turn on the bright lights. and that's *exactly* what i did... an *exact* year ago, almost *exactly* at this hour: i left you. and made it - on my own. p.s. "i know you supported me for a long time... but somehow i'm not impressed." -- and that's why i left.

...and keep it alive. --- so, apparently, something cracked somewhere, a little over sometime ago... since then; i can't stop all the shit that keeps pouring out. [07.30.10, a whole year later...]